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[Oct. 15th, 2007|07:45 pm] |
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today is going to rox my soxx off. Its good that I have days like this, because life can be such a drag often. Yay! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2007|01:03 am] |
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she did not add me...WHY .....jesus............... |
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[Oct. 6th, 2007|08:06 am] |
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I have been really blessed in the past with really really hot smart girlfriends although some are really crazylolz...I hope this trend continues... |
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[Oct. 4th, 2007|12:26 am] |
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being old sux, minus hte part that girls are woah hot at 25. that is all. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2007|07:15 am] |
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what are my motives? Sex? redemption? revenge? those are horrible motives, why the fuck toinght was the meeting about sex and all that when I'm having hellah crazyness issues with it, to have it to not, to fuck a friend to attain the revenge I want. Thank god I have a sponsor and before I go out ghost hunting tomrrow nite I have my homegroup, I thinkey that I need help. Being bi polar makes me do random shit to hurt people and I wanna stop it...but for some reason I can't. I really dont think that I am making any sense right now but whatever. Deep down all I want is somebody to whisper into my ear "everything will be ok" on the regular. Is that to much to ask? Why do girls love me one fucking day then wake up and cant even fucking tlak to me. This is turing me into a ragefilledemoball and it hurts, fuck waking up hurts being me, everything in my life that I ever wanted was raped from me in one way or another and living with the fact that I created all this hurts so fucking much. I get down on myh fucking knees daily pleading wiht god for help, because he probably is the only person that can save me now...I want another pair of diesels somehow buying name brand shit and being a consumer makes me feel better, its the american way right? Have a bad day? Go shopping. Stimulate the economy, yes. The consumer is the Industry where we live.feudal...serf...something oranotehr..........blackbread, vodka, revolution....Idk where I am going with that.
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and I'm sober :) .......................wtf..................................... |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2007|04:35 am] |
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what teh fuc(. Am I truly this horrible...do I diserve to get dumped after going out with a girl for only a fucking week? HOly shit. So now I'm going out wiht her roomate tomorrow and I swear to god we are making out. Revenge kiss's :P |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2007|09:21 pm] |
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so I thought I had problems, some kid that lives with me is on the phone right now yelling at his g-freind, who he knocked up. She is talking about getting a abortion and he is talking about how thats baby murder and how if she does it hes going to murder her. I guess in comparison my life is not that livid, I'm kinda glad too, maybe they should have used protection in the first place and this conversation would never have come up. Look at me yay I'm sober today, I guess thats all I should be worryed about yep. OH yeah and I hate being in constant argument with my father, its no fun. but whatever. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2007|09:04 pm] |
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so I saw my sisters myspace and realized that I have not seen her for over a year ;/. holy crap she got thin and I realized I have no clue who her fiance is. So fuck. I need to hit up the 9th step ammends like soon, to bad if I rush things I'm pruddy sure that everything wont work out they way its supposed to. |
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